Leaving Home

The idea of leaving home, has been, for a variety of reasons whether from a good or bad home enviroment, i pursue my happines and freedom to Adamawa, maybe my destiny lies there.
Sometimes one just wants to escape and considers leaving home or may just run away, its a decision that should be considered with caution, The idea of being independent of others, is a great goal as it should be, since we all eventually enter adulthood. We are not kids forever. We may dream of having our own, freedom, happiness apartment, , house and we love shack of some sort and a top paying job. Keep in mind these are lofty dreams and good ones, one must come back to Earth and check in with reality. 

 Home should be one’s safe place to stay, yes, a place to you'll leave in happiness, help, and guidance.
....hmm....but i lack it there at Kano.
Ohh, my brother i get pressure at your house, i leave in tragical environment in there, and i believe that your faithless and illiterate wife should separate you with everyone part of you, if action should not be taken. 
You shoutout of me on no reason, just because you wanted to convince your wife? -
I Learn to find the knowledge that will help towards my survival, improve my own knowledge, problem solving skills and stay safe is my only wish for all my needs. It saddens me, when you embarrass me always infront of your wife. 
It tells me that you'd tired of my presence at kano, yes you insulted me more times than a number. So i've no choice than to leave.

As i'm concern i easly go out of control when in anxiety, and anything can happen, thus i plan to go-out before it get worse than its.
Although, they says "it's gonna get worse before it gets better" but the phrase is countless to me.

Alhamdulillah, my brother, i wish there was some way of showing my gratitude for all you have done to me.
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... for a good life. There are options and Hope.